Thanks Rose hun its very much appreciated I just wanted to share some things with Martin to try and help him come to terms and survive as its very early days for him
We were very priviledged to have had these kids in our lives for whatever amount of time it was.
I, like you, have lost several of my family over the last year and a very very dear ex boyfriend in Sept. My cousin passed last Sat and I think it has really only just hit me yesterday at the cemetry visiting my boy. But I must post in the happy forum now as I do feel good right now but for other personal reasons.
Mazza xx
PS Sorry Flame many thanks to you hun and enoy your little one they are very special and grow up too soon xx
Is it called insomnia if ya can sleep for Britain in the day and are wide awake when everyone else is kipping?!!
Maybe I'll be ok if I move to Australia
A certain man who sent me a wink then corresponded with me then when I replied to one of his PMs he didn't respond so I re-sent it thinking maybe he hadn't got it, and he still didn't respond. What's that all about? How bloody rude!
I aint a stalker, if ya didn't wanna keep in touch ya only had to say so.
Heard nothing from the dishy dentist since I came back from the Lakes...perhaps he thought I had gone there with a fella! Chance would be a fine thing!
I agree with you Kwak - I hate it when someone pms you, emails and txts you all the time and then stops all of a sudden without any warning...you wonder what you have done to offend them? I find that very rude...they could at least have the common decency to say that they have either met someone else or just don't like you or atleast give some kind of rubbish excuse! Then at least you know where you stand!
Knowing I have got to go back to hospital again! Think I am going to get a camp bed and doss down there as I have 3 appointments next week!
Mazza...you are welcome hun XXX
ex-hubby, why is he such an telling lies to the kids ? To be honest I pity him, he'll never change, he lies that much, he believes himself now ...... what a saddo
Huge hug for all those in need of one.
I'm well hacked off with the council! The next council employee to SUGGEST I get rid of some more of my furniture, so it fits the incredibly feckin pokey feckin houses they keep feckin offering me, gets a smack in da feckin mouth!!
The lounge stunk of urine too
I guess I'm spoiled, I was used to leaving a property in a clean condition ( Royal Navy quarters) or get fined if it wasn't. Also used to moving into a property that didn't need feckin fumigating first.
*sigh* there, I feel better now lol rant over
Sounds like the private rent ex council house I took over in July, squalour doesnt come into it......
Yes Tango, I think of him everytime I stab a jacket spud before I bake it....
Sorry to hear about your bike DM, thats not good
I am now in a Council house, which is in such a very poor state that it should be knocked down...it is such a nightmare...6 builders skips later and the garden is about cleared...only one room decorated so far in house...the rest has yet to be done...I have had some messes before...but this one really took the biscuit! I cannot get the Council to do anything...no fencing...no repairs...nothing! I have moved 17 times in my adult lifetime and have decorated 15 of these...but this one has really made me feel like I don't know where to begin! When I got the keys - the floorboards in each of the three bedrooms were sodden in urine...it took me 2 weeks of steaming the floorboards and fumigating the rooms before I could even put plastic down and put the beds up to sleep in...how can they offer a house in such disgusting disorder...my children had to live in it with me...now it is much better...cleaner and fumigated..but just needs gutting and decorating...the children still don't have their climbing frame or trampoline out in the garden...as it still needs SO much doing to it...I wish they could just go outside and play...
Must admit...I would rather live here than where I lived before, when two families were moved either side of me and made our lives absolute hell for nearly a year! Neither the Council or the Police would help us until one day one of the families tried to rip off my front door and kill us! The we went to Court and they got away with it! The main culprit got away with a fine and a suspended sentence.....my children could not sleep for nearly a year after such a dreadful experience...where is the justice?
There's my ranting over and done with!
Feeling a bit fed up today as my twins and I have to go for a DNA test as their father is disputing paternity...blinking heck...another holy immaculate conception...thats two now...think I ought to be entered into the Guiness Book of Records!
Life can be real shit carnt it.
Easier for me to say this now i know, but keep fighting girl.
Five years, my flat was gutted my a fire, all i had left was my dog, who fortunately was at a mates, the clothes i stood up in and my car and bike.
Ive now got a council bungalow, and worked every soddin hour i could, and know im comfortable and in no debt, so it can be done, just takes a possitive attitude and a lot of strength.
Hey i didnt have kids in tow, mine live with their father (another story), so i think you are doing a great job.
Love
Linda
Thanks Linda...really appreciate your comments love...thank you
Will get there...just a blinkin big mountain to climb this time..
God what a situation to be in Linda...well done you!
I am grateful that I am alive and have my lovely girls...just felt like I have let them down again...one thing I can say about where I live now...I have elderly neighbours...it is quiet and I have my own privacy....which is an awful lot after what we had to endure.....I don't know if my sanity has returned yet! Mind you was it there in the first place???
Aww B C that's a lot of hell for one person, but don't you worry about your kids I reckon they will be in no doubt of your love for them.
Give yourself a pat on the back, figuratively speaking unless you're a contortionist.
Your kids will think you are the best, strongest, most amazing mum in the world BC, I know I do - I'm amazed by human resources and capabilities.... of when life throws hell at us, we survive it and move on, a stronger person then before - so many on this forum are that person, and i am honoured to know them xxx
Thanks TM for the offer!
Thanks N68 and H123 for your messages of support...means a lot to me...been chatting to Flame all eve...been putting the world to right again...like you have said I really appreciate my friends here on BM! Bless you all!
@ N68 and the jkt spuds...took your idea of therapy as the girls and I had jkt spuds after their swimming lessons this eve...do you know it really does work and make you feel a hell of a lot better...my thoughts were on all those who have wronged me!
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