being able to slowly recall scattered pieces of a soggy weekend,don't remember insulting anybody deliberately...comedy show in tent,lmfao!....abadoned tent,must buy new(aldi)...ditto trainers(r.i.p.)..got bike out unaided except by young lady with hand to drag him round on grass xxx,sorry recall for names at usual high standard,owe you a pint sweetie!!more as stuff drifts back into focus
starting to feel a bit better emotionally tonight, the knots have gone from my stomach...big deep breath and calm...amazing what a weekend in a tent surrounded by lovely folk can do....
flippin heck i worded that wrong didnt i david!! I meant to say spending a weekend camping, surrounded by lovely caring people..does that sound better? will have people talking!!
Anyhow im feeling emotionally better!! thats what i was trying to get across!! silly me!
Finding out what this site is really all about , joined to join in with what i thought was a biker friendly bunch of folks , was always a bit nervous about coming forward and making myself known to a group but was persuaded to attend an event , only to find trying to be friends lit a fuse wire by a certain member which has resulted in being called various names by people that have never spoken to me never mind know me , just goes to show what a lot of you are really like , the people concerned need to get a life and realise there are people who would give anything to have the chance to live a full life and live it to the full , so all those people willing to jump on bandwagons to make their egos feel better take a look in the mirror and decide if you have a right to judge , never seen so much back biting but made me smile to know the people concerned have such small minds and sad lives , enjoy your bitching as I'm moving on away from your petty ways
And the biggest smile any person could have from a taste of friendship from one exceptional human being that will remain in my heart till the day I day x
name names,i would,i dread going to events where i have to be introduced to everyone like the eejit i am.unfortunately,my memory is so bad these days(stroke),that i constantly get peoples names wrong over and over.luckily most folk just think i'm bats.i apologise on behalf of my fellow b.m'ers,anges,i would hate to think of this happening in my prescence...a genuine apology maybe?
Everything is making me smile lately and hav to admit its kinda nice grinning like a goober for no other reason than getting messages and texts...... U know who u are and thankyou for being u-i still say ur barking mad but thankyou :-)
Lol and yes guys i think u need to wish him 'good luck' because it might take him a while to train me pmsl x
waking up to a long babbling text message (it was very nice) from a number i dont know! I guess it was meant for someone else and came to my number in error, what a lovel text to wake up to, (even if it wasnt mine)!!
Good morning world.x
I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
If I don’t need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don’t need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you’re not for me then why does this distance maim my life?