What made me happy yesterday was buying a hohda blackbird in good condition,
what made me sad today was when my oldest friend dropped it in some gravel.
what made me happy today is the damage done was on the side that i was thinking about re painting, and friend now doing it for me.
Woke up my friend a week or so back and left her a cup of tea and a bunch of flowers but she just looked at me as if I had left an empty beer bottle on her pillow. Then I realised I am just a person she knows . just another one in the crowd.
Deciding to service my lawnmower only to find that the engine is about to fall though the body due to rust bit like me really
new I should have polished it lol
Yep I got 9 hours training over 2 days next week on the 500 then test a few days after that, may have to cancel it though, its not a risk I fancy taking :( see how I feel later on in the day, its costing £300 so I don't fancy losing that or ending back in hospital, need to listen to the signs and my physio (for a change) :(
This had been triggered off by 3 hours solid on my bike :/
You can change your test date without any loss on money. As long as it is a minimum of 3 clear working days before. Weekends and bank hols not included.
Plus the new date obviously has to tie in with availability of your instructor.
Couldn't be any closer to the edge than I am right now.. I was okay when PurpleBetty was here yesterday... There's a scene in the "Green Mile" where he opens is mouth wide and a whole load of black bits come out... that's what I want to do.. just open my mouth wide and release everything that has built up inside...
But the really really sad thing is.. BikerMatch and you lush folk keep me going.. reading your smiles and your giggles and right now I'm up to my neck in crap but still have a tiny space to sit at this laptop and catch up with you all.. but from tomorrow at 2.30pm.. I won't be able to even come here to escape.. no laptop cos Slimming World taking it back quite rightly.. and no internet for nearly two weeks anyway because of the move on Saturday... I have David 2 days a week.. BikerMatch the other five... Jeeesus I am gonna miss you all so bloody much!!!!!
Feck man.. I sound so whiney and pathetic but truly this is crap crap crap and I can't do much more of this on my own.. Ellie is good bless her but she's not the mamma.. I am...
Right.. I've smoked.. I've cried.. I've ranted.. I've drank coffee... I shall shush now but thank you for being here in the first place so I can type too...
Anne I am sorry that things are not to good for you at the moment. This should be seen as a temporary and as we all know things change for the better. Life unfortunately goes in cycles and is not always smooth. But you do have lots of good positive things in your life and I am sure they out way the negatives.
Do you have to give the laptop back just yet.
On a lighter note, can't you tell them it has lost so much weight you can't find it and they will have to wait until some weight has been regained before you will be able to see it .
Or is there anyone who can lend you one for a couple of weeks.
If all this fails, we will be with you in spirit and thoughts
Rushing back from a ride out with XK and TigerTim to work the lateshift this afternoon only to be told that as from tomorrow all us agency temps are being laid off for at least 2 weeks. Well gee, thanks for that, I should have stayed out on the bike while its actually dry out there!
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