I've said it before and am sure i'll say it again but it's 'me' who makes myself sad and unhappy. My conduct is sometimes angelic, totally selfless and needing to but give..but other times, paradoxically, needing and taking too much from.
I am an enigma.
I think perhaps sadness and unhappiness are the opposing coin side to joy and happiness and both are needed to validate and give worth to the other. The trick is the balance between the two.
To life; I am sorry i lost sight of that balance but try so very hard to keep my eyes, heart and soul open...
..icey
I screwed up today big time with mod1 assessment...... was all good and happy packing my bag with waterproofs etc got distracted with my phone when it went off with a text, was in a world of my own after that and forgot to put all my paperwork in my rucksack........so that screwed that up totally and was not allowed out on a 500 .................. a waste of £85 and my time :(
Cheers guys, I am so p'ed off beyond belief :( a slight distraction while still at home from a unexpected text and my day is ruined all because of my papers...have rebooked mod1 now......will let you know after the event ....but yeah a real crap day :(
Realising that a small moment of kindness meant so much to me and the other party. Has life got so screwed up that a kindness becomes a shock and a moment of joy instead of a thing we love and appreciate about each other. One of those moments that can make you sad and happy at the same time.
Did just the same Jen couple years ago, but twice within10 mins, two cameras on the way to work .7.30 on a Sunday morning just a little to fast Clean licence 37 years until then :)
Hope they offer me the 4hrs in a classroom of being roasted instead of the points.... im not that lucky though... oh well its the waiting game again...
That really was bad luck Feylin ...x
Jen they didn't offer me the choice, just walloped points on licence. Dual carriageway , 1.8 engine , little bit of a hurry to get to work on time , clear road. Oops :)
They were hiding in the van Rossoandy... lol..
Feylin my friends daughter has just been on the classroom roasting for the 4hrs..her first offence too..so fingers crossed thats all i get eh ...x
Have thay stopped you Jen there cams can be set high as MPH over the limit so if you haven't you may be lucky as for points I would think you will be on the driver awareness course
They didnt stop me JP.. the camera van was on my side hidden on a bend ,the Police Range Rover was on the opposite side, hidden too..! I did think he would come after me to be honest... Ive been on the bus earlier and at the same spot the driver was doing 51 !! hmmmmm ...my fault though eh lol... hopefully an afternoons awareness JP...
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