Speaking too soon.. thinking an awful week could get no worse... Just been given 8 weeks notice to quit my beautiful wee flat in a lovely lovely village...
My chest is aching from crying so much... It's not fair on Ellie.. her homes keep getting taken off her... I lost the house I bought in the farsical divorce.. I moved her into a house opposite a park only to be told by C.I.D. a year later to move a.s.a.p. to guarantee our safety and now my landlord has spilt up with her partner and wants her flat back...
I can't blame her and I do feel so very sorry for her.. she was in tears bless her but that doesn't help me right now and I don't know what the hell I am going to tell Ellie.. she's gonna think mamma's screwed up again...
I am just so glad I passed my CBT.. because other than that this has truly been the week from hell... I've lost a car that was going to help pay the rent.. I have to resign from my job.. I've lost my home and all due to circumstances beyond my control... Only so much a chickie can take to be honest....
And yes.. I too hope RR turns up soon.. BM is full of people who care genuinely and RR you can vent and scream and talk and do whatever you need to do to get things off your chest... People are here for you.. and even just the venting and the screaming helps sometimes...
Still no feckin triumph back grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr....what a pisssssssss take ffs, well got a text saying would be picked up tomorrow morning, all i can say is it better fooking had be!!!!!!!! Angry???? I aint angry im tamping to fook!!!!
Oooops sorry. should of read the other stuff on here before writing!!!! My prob dont seem all that bad now.
Rockchikeelicious.....Big hugs and hopes it will be sorted for you soon honey. And, little light in all your darkness, at least you and ellie are together and will be wherever you go!!!!!
Learning dispute all the hassle I've had this week I'm no where near as bad off as a lot of folks on this planet , thoughts with you rock and rr also to my mate Di whose been in and out of hospital with cancer of her kidneys , anyone who thinks they've got it rough think about these others love you all xxx
Looks like work commitments have contrived to scupper my plans of going to Begfest this weekend. On the plus side, at least I will be able see see my brother again this weekend.
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