Looking round me and feeling a sence of achievement at all I have got done today ... Will still have some things to sort for family coming but only a wee bit ....
Seeing soo many happy people here and knowing I loved by someone special....
Life couldn be better....even winning the lottery couldnt make me happier than I am..
(might oil a few wheels tho) lol
Realising what a large family Ian and I have, cooking for 19 over 2 days for Christmas, both sets of parents, all 4 sons and their girlfriends, Ian's sister and her hubby and friends :-)
Thoughts to people who will not be able to share this special time with loved ones for whatever reason x
I feel almost guilty for being happy.. for wanting to be happy... My heads in bits.. someone said.. "how can you be so happy when this should be the saddest time of the year for you.." ~ You know what.. I can't live whilst mourning the whole time.. and I want to live and smile and be happy.. is that so fecking wrong and it doesn't bring her back
And Im sorry if that should have been on the sad thread.. I don't know if it should or not.. but I have someone who makes me giddy happy... so why can't people just keep bitchy comments to themselves..
My little one's face all lit up when he met his two football heroes
Laughing at him at tea time when I said I couldnt say what I wanted to his big brother because 'Little jugs have big ears', he had his fork in his hand so just covered one ear up
And last but never least - a proper belly laugh on the phone with Mr Pots
Only a couple of month back xmas was a big blak cloud,but now its become a time of celebration and joy
It makes me smile even more to know there are still things to look forward to that will make next xmas even beter stilll... oh wow!
I have my friends,my family and this website to thank for my happiness.
I have Minxes Birthday Celebrations today.. then travelling down to Birmingham this afternoon to see my lusher than lush Biker Dude.. out tonight with Boss Mom and tonnes of others and Christmas within a proper family home... the first Christmas I can actually say I'm getting giddy excited about.. and thats down to this website and friends and loved ones made here.. So Bless you All!!
Have had a wonderful 'family' lunch out with WMF and the kids. It was relaxed and a very happy affair for all of us. There was laughter and heaps of smiles. I even got to open my pressies early on the insistance of the children of course....My cards were wonderful and sent with real feeling...thankyou. Happy Xmas. xxx
nearly perfik!
Weny I did too but unfortunately it is only a Vito. My old van did not conform with the new 2012 London emmisions. Happy christmas Boris you only need a push bike.